Why do people even try for things they want? Why do we let ourselves get attached to something and work so hard to achieve something if there a chance you wont? I don’t fucking understand why. Why do we risk everything and change our lives for something we have the slightest bit of a chance to actually get it. I guess love would be the answer, we do it for love. Love shouldnt be that hard to achieve. I don’t even give a fuck anymore, I’m gonna fucking work harder and be something that no ones ever seen before, I’m going to make what I love, love me.

Its so weird how girls blame guys for everything. My friends do it, I do it, if you’re a girl you most likely do it. We just fucking sit there and get too attached and then they leave and they don’t care because they aren’t the one whose hurt and then we blame them for ‘ruining our lives’ or ‘making us miss them’ when in reality we are fucking choosing to sit around for days, weeks, months, years waiting for some boy who will not, does not, doesn’t anymore or never has liked/like us. I have honestly spent too much time blaming a boy for my problems when in full truth he did nothing wrong except not like me back. How can that be wrong? seriously.

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